So I just deleted my old friends from Facebook (they were my closest girl friends in high school) and I just…ugh. I feel bad about it, because I didn’t actually have any problem with some of them, but I just feel like I had to unfriend all of them because if I didn’t then they would make something out of it, or whatever. I guess they might anyway, I don’t know. Anyway I really shouldn’t feel bad, because only one of them has even tried to talk to me since we had this certain discussion.
I still can’t bring myself to unfriend this one friend of mine…I always have this problem. I hate letting go of any of my best friends but it feels like that’s what I’m ALWAYS doing. Not because I want to, but because I feel I have to. If someone doesn’t want me to help them, but tells me their problems, or wants to tell me about their problems, I just CAN’T deal with it. I am not the type of person who just sits there and looks apologetic and nods their head. I WILL give advice. I WILL be honest with you. I don’t care if you asked for it or not, that’s just how I am. And if you can’t deal with that, then don’t be my friend. And don’t pretend to be.
It really sucks caring about someone more than they care about themselves. It’s worse when they don’t want your help and you just have to sit there and let them do stupid things. I don’t want to hear about it anymore. I don’t want to see it. I don’t want to read about it. I’m tired of it all.